I didn't want to write this, but I had to,
considering everything that's going on right now
is "Write now."
I have no confidence, and in that,
What is life if I can't enjoy
being able to record how I feel
legitimately, choosing when
I feel like writing something down
when I'm not down?
I'm tired of not making my own decisions
when my mind and I don't agree
on most anything.
It's impossible to like what I'm doing,
when I'm not doing what I like.